Life is significantly harder when you don't feel at home anywhere and everywhere you look just brings up memories you don't want to think about.
One day is good, the next is not so good. It's not even like a rollercoaster, it's more like slamming yourself into a brick wall, dusting yourself off and picking yourself up and a few days later doing the same damn thing, like you didn't learn anything the first time.
It would be so much easier to just forget, but I can't.
Trust me, I've tried.