Tuesday, December 04, 2007

sometimes you just need something you can't have...

Life is significantly harder when you don't feel at home anywhere and everywhere you look just brings up memories you don't want to think about.

One day is good, the next is not so good. It's not even like a rollercoaster, it's more like slamming yourself into a brick wall, dusting yourself off and picking yourself up and a few days later doing the same damn thing, like you didn't learn anything the first time.

It would be so much easier to just forget, but I can't.

Trust me, I've tried.


Anonymous said...

I know its been a difficult 3 months... And I know you still love him in spite of everything... Have you reached out and told him so? Perhaps the grass was not greener on the other side...and perhaps he is willing to get help and grow to be the man you want, need, and deserve. Don't settle for anything less. Trust will have to be rebuilt from the ground up, and he has to be accountable, open and honest in EVERYTHING. And, if he loves you and you love him, then give it another shot. People make mistakes. BUT make sure he gets help and keeps going on it. I wish you nothing but the best.


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